[Verse 1]
Tears were weeping betrayal
Fear was severed connection
Turned around, my direction lost
Path was calling-abandoned
Feet were walking away from
Heart for throwing my towel in – done

[Chorus]
I was doubting the hand of God
Stumbling in my plight
Eyes were blind to a plan divine
Mind was slave to my soul dark night

[Verse 2]
Found me pointing my finger
Blame creating excuses
Shame for taking my power gave
Focus framing abusers
Trapped by playing my victim
Self denying my choices made

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Verse 3]
Gone is wishful my dreaming
Make believe I am seeing
No more realisation faked … somehow it feels better 😉